And so a Derby girl was born

Thursday, 6 October 2011

Mental Block.......

soooooo picture it, wednesday night practice, allll decked out in my gear...

couple turns around the floor, readjustment of my laces...fucking laces...and a good old stretch...and now we are off to whistle falls...eeeeeeeee! noticed that i talk to myself when i skate..i wonder if anyone else noticed...i mean i have been told i make some strange noises when im skating..or trying something knew...but yeah totally was giving myself pep talks....oh and swearing at myself too...on to whistle stops.....wasnt doing too badly, feet were a little crampy but it was mostly my back last night, gotta work on the posture, i know what im doing wrong, just not sure how to stop!

we had a little water break...and out comes Pixel Ninja with his trusty pilons...fuck me.....pilons.....he sets them up and CaraCeen goes once through to show us that haven't done this excersise before how its done...yeah....remember when i said i needed one of them chubby crayons? to get through the maze? i don't know why i can't seem to get the pattern....but holy hell!! took a few (ok more than a few, but who's counting) turns through it, with a few bum slaps and help from CaraCeen (sorry i hope im spelling that right) to get through, aching back, talking to myself and getting right bitter!! but i did it...

Then......captain oh captain switched it up...moving what amounted to one pilon to a different position and i was totally confused once again...after a few attempts on my own, and what amounted to a few "where are you going???" questions and more than a few good laughs...Pixel Ninja went through with me, leading me through...and i still fucked it up...so then i went first and he directed me where to go...whew! finally got it...i started mumbling about how i thought i must have a mental block on pilons.....Pixel, says that he is sure its mental something.......LOL!

well a few more swings through, trying to get the turns right, fighting the angry back...i did get through it, and a bit better by the end...not perfect, but better...thats something (grumble grumble grumble)

we stopped for a water break, and a short rest...it was almost time for me to take off for work...we were all sitting around chatting and i noticed that Pixel was counting off how many of us were there...i told him to not count me cause i'd have to leave in about 5 mins...he said OK! (insert evil grin here, LOL) and then added, get up...water break was cut a bit short, sorry girls and Gordo...and we started doing baseball slides, and porn star falls...i'll say it again..i kinda like these...i finished up, according to the clock, and crawled over to take my gear off...Pixel asked me where i was going...i said work....and then i said, cause i mentally ill, i'll do once more go around before i leave....he said two..and to work it....

well what's a girl to say? i did two more and worked them hard :)

and off to work i went.....sore today......but still loven every minute..bruises and all :D

so untill next time.......bend yer fuckin knees

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